Other than that... I got a Disneyland pass from my mother today. I wanted to bop every annoying kid on the head as I walked down the Main street to take the picture for the pass. I also picked up cd that I pre-ordered from the local record store, drank a lot of coffee and did some journaling. Then I got my eyebrows did so that I can feel like a girl, again.
Now I'm hanging out with a friend and then another friend and then another other friend. Distractions galore.
Optimism and happy thoughts.
Laughter and smiles.
Avoiding the dark colored clothing for awhile.
I need to not be so pessimistic so soon.